Better Left Unsaid...^O^

+ It is raining again
and I'm holding my pen
writing another poem
to get things over

+It is almost a week
that we never spoken to each other
after the "date" we had together

+I tried not to think of him
and continue what I'am doing
until yesterday he popped out
that really means a lot

+We said our Hi & Hellos
how are you & How do you do...
Oh How I love to hear from ddiee...
that he actually misses Bee...
But that was too much of me to ask for
now, I'm asking what was that for?

+ "Missing thingy"-never mind
Because a question runs into mind
I typed it and was ready to send
but half of me holds back, don't do it!
She said...

+ and so i stopped
and waited for his chat.
He asked what's with me later
without knowing it I pressed enter
so what he got is a question from bee
and at that time I just wished I'll turned into a BEE.

+My impulsiveness really brings me
into trouble
But i chose to calm down, for it
not to be doubled
He answered back innocently
stupid me to comment back
and make it big
that lead him to be intrigue

+ it was my fault I admit
I ruined my day I should say
Now, I asked myself, is it better if we didn't meet?
because i'am having a hard time to commit
to my heart's rules' I need to beat

+I was not proud of what I did
and to that, don't risk to bid
coz' just a thought that he will get rid
would make bee really bleed

+Many times I thought to stop
Coz this would not get me into top
I actually just needed a tap
and maybe someone who could offer his lap

+Wherever this will lead us/me to
Lord please guide me to be true
especially when I'm feeling blue,
for me not to send...
words that is
MUCH BETTER LEFT UNSAID...